now I know it isn't easy the things i've put you through I have no right to do you try so very hard to please me but i'm remote from you so rarely close to you you've got me thinking for the first time about the things i've said and done now I see things much more clearly feels like the change must surely come it's not as if I couldn't realise I was hurting you soul-searching you sensing your bravery feeling unsavoury most of the time well have I been so blind? you've got me thinking for the first time about the things i've said and done and now I see things much more clearly feels like the change must surely come well you've no reason for believing but i'm tired of all this self-deceiving you've got me thinking for the first time about the things i've said and done and now I see things much more clearly feels like the change must surely come you've got me thinking for the first time...