I miss you most on winter mornings As we drift, we slip through evenings, whoa We drive into the cold and dark with fingers crossed I follow your lies to avoid from getting lost And all I had was the memory of what was So let's pretend it never mattered to us I hope this message finds you well Never thought I'd live to tell Just to survive, we do what we can We read the maps and signs (read the maps and signs) And we make the plans By our design, I write it down to get me by The worst time in my life And all I had was the memory of what was So let's pretend it never mattered to us I hope this message finds you well Never thought I'd live to tell What's a dream and what is real The way I really feel I hope this message finds you well I never thought I'd live to tell What's a dream and what is real So let's pretend this is the ending To the message I've been sending Sadly And all I had was the memory of what was So let's pretend it never mattered to us I hope this message finds you well Never thought I'd live to tell What's a dream and what is real The way I really feel I hope this message finds you well Never thought I'd live to tell What's a dream and what is real The way I really feel