Why I'm Here Oleander

It's the reason
For my pain
In a season
To celebrate
I don't wanna
Be full of hate
For anybody
But it's too late

Everyone has
Been in my face
Tellin' me that
I'm a disgrace
Showin' me things
That I must face
Tellin' me that
They need their space

I can't love you anymore
I'm scared of the sound of it
Oh ooh

It's the reason
Why I'm down
I'm beaten
Been pushed around
Hit the ceiling
Without a sound
Everyone I know considers me a clown

I can't love you anymore
I'm scared of the sound of it
And woman
I just wanted more

I can't love you anymore
Yeah, yeah, yeah la, la
I'm scared of the sound of it
And woman, I just wanted more

Ooh, ooh
It's the reason why I'm here
It's the reason why I'm here
It's the reason why I'm here
It's the reason