Standin' now, in the mirror that I built myself And I can't remember why the decision wasn't mine But it seems I'm only clingin' to an idea now Took my heart and sold it out to a vision that I wrote myself And I don't wanna be somebody in America just fightin' the hysteria I only wanna die some days Someday, someday When I burst into flames I'll leave you the dust, my love Hope a bit of it'll be enough to help remember the Days when we came to this place I told you I'd spill my guts, I left you to clean it up I'm burstin' out of the- Seems like now it's impossible to work this out I'm so committed to an old ghost town Is it really that strange if I always wanna change? And if only the time and space between us wasn't lonely I'd disintegrate into a thousand pieces Think I'm makin' a mistake, but if I decide to break Who will fill the empty space? So And now, if I figure this out Apart from my beatin' heart It's a muscle, but it's still not strong enough to carry the Weight of the choices I've made I told you I'd ride this out It's gettin' harder every day Somehow, I'm burstin' out of myself Oh, oh Oh Too many guys think I'm a concept, or I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive I'm just a fucked up girl who's lookin' for my own piece of mind Don't assign me yours