Redemption Hurts

I've never felt this far from God
I almost feel like giving up again
In my bones, in my blood
There's a sickness I'd change if I could
But the fire that rages inside me
Erased all the good

Father, help me, do you understand?
All my life, I've been a wicked man
Show me mercy and comfort me
I need to find redemption
(I'm just trying to find some)
Redemption
(I'm just trying to find some)
Redemption

I've never been this far from peace
I'm disappearing out of reach again
In my head, in my heart
There's a hollow that's starting to show
It's the poison that fills up the void
And it's taking a hold

Father, help me, do you understand?
All my life, I've been a wicked man
Show me mercy and comfort me
I need to find redemption
(I'm just trying to find some)
Redemption
(I'm just trying to find some)
Redemption

Redemption

(I'm just trying to find some)
(I'm just trying to find some)
(I'm just trying to find some)
(I'm just trying to find some)