Half Life Rising Insane

In wastelands I roam
A decade alone
The sickness has led me away from my home
It seems like we're torn since our infant age
To struggle a lifetime for cash and god's sake
Breathing slowly, feel the ending of myself
I need to find new strength in these odd times

And I try to breathe
To breathe with water in my lungs
And I try to feel again

I need to break out
Deserts of ice inhabit my soul
Beyond what is real we are losing control
I can't say how long this will last
But I just know that it needs to end

And I try to breathe
To breathe with water in my lungs
And I try to feel again

I'm feeling so lost, don't want to be found
I'm covering my mouth, but I want to scream loud

I'm tired of sickness, of pain and of lies
I'm staying alive to get ready to die
I stay alive to die