At The End Of The Day A Broken Silence

At the end of the day I'm losing...

I tried to build up a legacy, so no one's forgetting me
I wasted my energy, now no one has empathy
I've been at it since 17, it cost me my family
We could never live happily, I was lost in my apathy
Looking back where it started at,
For years working hard as I can...
Stress on my cardiac... the cause for my heart attack
No investment in family, I'm left with insanity
Fake friends have abandoned me, time to pay for my vanity
Fuck this hospital bed, I'm better of dropping dead
Dump a whole lot of meds... I've dug a hole of regret now
Now tell my kids "live their dreams"...
Cause they aren't talking to me;
Doctor please, can you make a call to Terrace?
Fall on my knees...
I wish I could talk to the old me...
Go back and say to the old me...

At the end of the day I'm losing
All I ever want's right here, right now
At the end of the day I'm losing
All I ever want's right here, right now

Gave my kids everything, it was not to their benefit
They needed my presents, now they're seeing a therapist
I showed no affection to the daughter I love
I never gave up a second to kick a ball with my son
Gotta get out of this bed and rip off these plugs
I'm better off dead, let them fight over my funds...
Cause when it's all said and done
I just wish I could breath, smoke in my lungs
They can't fix my disease, fall on my knees...
I wish I could talk to the old me...
Go back and say to the old me...

At the end of the day I'm losing
All I ever want's right here, right now
At the end of the day I'm losing
All I ever want's right here, right now

And all I ever wanted was to build up a legacy...
There's poison in my memories now
And all I ever wanted was to build up a legacy...
There's poison in my memories now
And all I ever wanted was to build up a legacy...

At the end of the day I'm losing
All I ever want's right here, right now
At the end of the day I'm losing
All I ever want's right here, right now

At the end of the day...
And all I ever wanted was to build up a legacy...
Its poison in my memories now

At the end of the day...
And all I ever wanted was to build up a legacy...
Its poison in my memories now

And all I ever wanted was to build up a legacy...