I wish I was free of this I see her in my dreams Wish that she wasn't there (but she still haunts me, and I) Still feel her breath on me Still want to taste her skin (but I know that would kill me) No Damn her, still, I choke on her lies Still reeling from her last caress, her goodbye Oh, how this sickens me This wretched fools' affair (I can't erase this from me) And now it permeates And every thought I feel The anger writhes in my soul No Damn her, still, I feel my stomach turn Choke back, hold my head high, I'm strong No Damn her, still, I choke on her lies Not reeling, I'm strong Damn her, still I feel my stomach turn Choke back, hold my head high, I'm strong No Damn her, still, I choke on her lies Not reeling, I'm strong I wish I was free of this