I pretend that I'm glad you went away These four walls closing more every day I'm dying inside And nobody knows it but me Like a clown I put on a show The pain is real even if nobody knows I'm crying inside And nobody knows it but me Why didn't I say the things I needed to say How could I let my angel get away Now my world is just a-tumblin' down I could see it so clearly but you're nowhere around The nights are lonely the days are so sad and I just keep thinking about the love that we had And I'm missing you And nobody knows it but me I carry a smile when I'm broken in two I'm nobody without someone like you I'm trembling inside And nobody knows it but me (yeah) I lay awake, it's a quarter past three I'm screaming at night if I thought you'd hear me Yeah, my heart is calling you And nobody knows it but me How blue could I get? You could ask my heart