Close to the Ledge Saliva

Been running like a criminal
Am I invisible
My whole life's been a prison
Been sipping on the chemicals
I need a miracle
Maybe a new religion

Bang Bang hear the shotgun blast
When my demons come out they come fast
Blood Blood is the weapon of choice
And my soul is a deadman's voice

I am close to the ledge I can't hold on forever
Save me from myself (save me, save me)
I keep running away this life I must surrender
They've come to take me away (take me, take me)

Drowning deep in the bottle
I'm full throttle
Another fucked up broken dream
I don't know how to stop myself
How to fight them off
And I'm a freak I'm the enemy

Bang Bang hear the shotgun blast
When my demons come out they come fast
Blood Blood is the weapon my curse
With my body six feet in the dirt

I am close to the ledge I can't hold on forever
Save me from myself (save me, save me)
I keep running away this life I must surrender
They've come to take me away (take me, take me)

Bang Bang hear the shotgun blast
When my demons come out they come fast
Blood Blood is the weapon my curse
With my body six feet in the dirt

I am close to the ledge I can't hold on forever
Save me from myself (save me, save me)
I keep running away this life I must surrender
They've come to take me away (take me, take me)

Bang Bang hear the shotgun blast
When my demons come out they come
Bang Bang hear the shotgun blast
When my demons come out they come