Welcome everyone, nate it's good to see you back.[hello] people we have a new member today, i'd like you to meet him he's going to stand up and tell us what's going on with him and what he wants to change about himself, if you will um, hello everybody, my name is violent jay, and i'm an ax murder [hi violent jay] ok now, remember we all have sima-similar problems, and that's why we're all here, to help eachother, work them out well i just hope you guys don't think i'm crazy but... [tell us, tell us] um, well ok i will tell you if you don't tell no one else think i have a problem and i probly could use help you know the midnight killer that's been all over tv i'm not totally sure, but i think it could be me something happens to me when i'm sleeping in the night wake up in my back yard with a shovel and a knife filling up a hole again, i've dug up thirty-two i know all my dreams of murder probably all are true (chorus x2) i choke 'em [choke 'em] kill 'em [kill 'em] stab 'em [stab 'em] choke 'em [choke 'em] kill 'em [kill 'em] and sleep right through the night walk around my neighborhood in slippers and my sweats snorin' loud and mumblin' and steady squeezin' necks never have to worry about traffic or the cops all i have to do is stay away from doughnut shops i remember nappy time in kindergarten class wasn't quite a killer yet, i'd only beat some ass never very popular most kids would point and stare that's why i'd break the night club and drink that shit right there chorus x2 i think, well i hope, it's all biggets and richie's that i'm killing but probably an occasional innocent by-stander every now and then well that's ok, we all make mistakes, but are you absolutely sure that's it's even you doing these killings? the more i think about, more i see that it could be every time i meet a girl i bring her home with me wake up in the morning there's no sign of my sweetheart yet i see another hole is dug up in my yard Denny's all night murders and the Kinko's killling spree missing sunday paper boys, i can't believe it's me i'm the only one from summer camp that made it home could this be what's really going on? lemme sleep on it chorus x3 ride around on possom back and eat with the racoons chirping with the crickets naked underneath the moon every morning i wake up and check if i been gone muddy boots and Steak N' Shake food wrappers on my lawn [hehehe] i cannot imagine just to think what i have done sat there eating chili fries and slaughtered everyone tried to see a hypnotist to get inside my head i woke up and found that bitch dead, because chorusx3 [hihihihi] ect. i choke 'em