I'd rather love you from a distance But I don't want you to forget this It's kinda hard when you act so distant The voice inside of my head is always so loud, but I never listen I break down, can't make out a thing that you say I could be with you all night, but miss you all day (Miss you all day) I'm walking around in the same empty town where I met you I thought that you could hold me down And I can feel my heartbeat fading away But you always pull me back into a better place (A better place) It's a wonder I'm alive every time I wake (Every time I wake) Who am I to choose my dying day? And I can feel my heartbeat fading away But you always pull me back into a better place (A better place) It's a wonder I'm alive every time I wake Who am I to choose my dying day? Who am I to choose my dying day? Chainsmoking in the background (In the background) You never see me 'cause I'm hiding and I'm blacked out Yeah, I found solace in solitude I never leave my bedroom, I wish I never met you I break down, can't make out a thing that you say I could be with you all night, but miss you all day I'm walking around in the same empty town where I met you I thought that you could hold me down And I can feel my heartbeat fading away But you always pull me back into a better place It's a wonder I'm alive every time I wake Who am I to choose my dying day? And I can feel my heartbeat fading away But you always pull me back into a better place It's a wonder I'm alive every time I wake Who am I to choose my dying day? Who am I to choose my dying day?