found myself in a vicious cycle My eyes wide shut and I can't sleep I'm holding on to every bit of faith A fractured mind to help us create Such little time don't let it go to waste I can't run away I never thought it would be something so haunting Suffocated by the weight of everything I never knew that I could put this all behind me, behind me I'm living now, now, I'm living now, now I spend my days, forever fearing The things in life that I can't change I'm searching for any sort of ease My restless heart will you help me to breathe? Now is the time to set myself free I never thought it would be something so haunting Suffocated by the weight of everything I never knew that I could put this all behind me, behind me I'm living now, now, I'm living now, now I'm living now I couldn't take it, not any longer I kill myself over nothing I couldn't take it any longer So I dug myself out of this mental grave It's time to live, so I dug myself out I feel alive again, I can finally breathe I never thought it would be something so haunting Suffocated by the weight of everything I never knew that I could put this all behind I'm living now, now, I'm living now, now I'm living now, I'm living now I never thought it would be something so haunting I'm living now, I'm living now Suffocated by the weight of everything I'm living now, I'm living now I never knew that I could put this all behind me, behind me I'm living now, I'm living now