The Evil In Me Steel Attack

I don't know why
But deep inside I wish you die
The lashing rain
Whips my face, hides the tears in my eyes

What have I done?
There is blood on my hands and my memory's gone
In hatred I cry
All was black for a while

I lost control
I lost my mind
And all that is human in me
My conscience was blind

I never wanted this to happen
In shame, my backs against the wall
I see myself from outside my body
The evil in me

You had your chance
To step away, to leave me alone
But you had to cross the limit
Unleashing my wrath

I tried so hard
To keep it inside me but I was not strong
Enough to control it
All was black to my eyes!

I lost control
I lost my mind
And all that is human in me
My conscience was blind

I never wanted this to happen
In shame, my backs against the wall
I see myself from outside my body
The evil in me