the cost of giving up Poppy

Today's a shade of disbelief
Inflict the shame you sent to me
I can entrust a new meaning
I'm not ready

So is this what it feels like?
Breaking from the inside all the time

Tell me, what's the cost of giving up?
Why does it feel like help will never come?
Maybe I'm the one I'm running from
It's too much to carry
It's all getting heavy
Lift me up

It burrows like a summer tick
Embeds itself to make me sick
Of all the places it could be
It's still in me

Guess this is what it feels like?
Speaking from the dark side of my mind

Tell me, what's the cost of giving up?
Why does it feel like help will never come?
Maybe I'm the one I'm running from
It's too much to carry
It's all getting heavy

Lift me up
Can't push me any further down in the trench
Back against the wall
So you wanna test me now?
While the others beg and fail to repent
They were fit to suffer and I will dig back out

Tell me, what's the cost of giving up?
Why does it feel like help will never come?
Maybe I'm the one I'm running from
It's too much to carry
It's all getting heavy

Tell me, what's the cost of giving up?
Why does it feel like help will never come?
Maybe I'm the one I'm running from
It's too much to carry
It's all getting heavy
Lift me up

Tell me what's the cost of giving up?
Giving up
Giving up